Healing

The emptiness that’s rooted in the fact of our awareness that our lives are excruciatingly short (in the ephemeral sense)… They come at me like melodies of nostalgia permeating through my mind’s eye with songs of vaguely familiar, not-too-distant memories; painted from the residuals of the hands of time. Perhaps the seemingly noble act of […]

Has your heart ever ached because it was so happy. Ached with exquisite joy? So much so that there was no other joy than the joy you felt at that very moment, to the point of heartache? Can anything in this earthly state truly fulfill the joy that you so desire and imagine it to

can u truly do immeasurably more than what i have asked or imagined? i become more and more aware of my state of being. or the lack thereof. it’s like this need never ends. it is never quite fulfilled or filled. and i just know that i am so broken. i can’t help but think…

i threw it all away. everything that i knew. i threw myself away. to start all over. erased every bit that seemingly posed itself a threat; cut off every limb that seemingly posed itself useless. i thought that was the only way. to start from scratch. on a blank slate. i wanted to forget myself.

Love can only be known in the capacity of your experience. All the bright and tiny little beautiful particles of everything in life come together. And they try so hard to hold up every fiber of your being. It’s LOVE… Loving; Love-ful; Full-of-Love. Lovely. In every sense of the word. I wanted to ask you

It’s so quiet here. Within this nothingness. This darkness of a place. I can hear my own heartbeat. What is peace that I feel like it’s just outside my grasp… I attempt to reach for it so hard… But the moment i stop trying, it gently wraps it’s whole being around me. And I’m overcome