Self-Love

here. now. true love awaits.

Are you terrified that the sensation will end? Are you afraid that all will be for nothing? Tomorrow. Tomorrow simply represents the future. Yes the future is inevitable. But what of the moment? Is there not anything to speak of now? Will you let tomorrow live your life? If you choose yes then you shall […]

if. then. the honeymoon stage.

If I can just wait until tomorrow. What is the use of waiting for tomorrow? Am I waiting for you? But is that enough? If waiting for tomorrow will only bring tomorrow’s tomorrow. Which will end in vain. Which will just be nothing more than tomorrow. When I don’t miss you anymore. When it’s not

insecurities.

Relationships are so weird. Strangers come together and struggle so hard to join together. It’s a weird feeling. To believe someone can fill that void. That someone can understand. Or feel like the rest of your life will be satisfied in this relationship. To be summed up. To know that what was missing from the

the Essence of Love: He who loves me

the sound of him beating her resounds within me like the dull constant beating of my own heartbeat. it hurts so bad it’s like the blood in my veins were made up of a combination between his cruelty and her insanity. another reminder of who i am and where i come from. silent streams of

Gaping Need

Why is our need so gaping? Yours and mine. Separately and together…? It leaves me breathless. Just as much as it leaves me full of it. This breath, So I can try to imagine a moment to hold it. So I can try to imagine this very moment to define it. It comes like an

broken

can u truly do immeasurably more than what i have asked or imagined? i become more and more aware of my state of being. or the lack thereof. it’s like this need never ends. it is never quite fulfilled or filled. and i just know that i am so broken. i can’t help but think…

Ten Thousand Lives

i threw it all away. everything that i knew. i threw myself away. to start all over. erased every bit that seemingly posed itself a threat; cut off every limb that seemingly posed itself useless. i thought that was the only way. to start from scratch. on a blank slate. i wanted to forget myself.

Particles of Love

Love can only be known in the capacity of your experience. All the bright and tiny little beautiful particles of everything in life come together. And they try so hard to hold up every fiber of your being. It’s LOVE… Loving; Love-ful; Full-of-Love. Lovely. In every sense of the word. I wanted to ask you

Peace

It’s so quiet here. Within this nothingness. This darkness of a place. I can hear my own heartbeat. What is peace that I feel like it’s just outside my grasp… I attempt to reach for it so hard… But the moment i stop trying, it gently wraps it’s whole being around me. And I’m overcome

Conversation with Transcendence

You came to me like a gentle summer breeze. I hold my breath in a fatal attempt to cling so desperately to a moment; and I find myself clinging so desperately to u. Knowing well that even my thought, feeling and my very existence is at most fleeting. Surely you are in this place. Surely

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