Particles of Love

Love can only be known in the capacity of your experience.
All the bright and tiny little beautiful particles of everything in life come together.
And they try so hard to hold up every fiber of your being.
It’s LOVE…
Loving;
Love-ful;
Full-of-Love.
Lovely.
In every sense of the word.

I wanted to ask you for the world.
But how foolish of me…
We’re only human.
I saw you only in our current state.
In this mere mortal body,
This shallow human condition.
I searched through you to find myself
Because I didn’t want to drown in my own loneliness.

But blast this human condition;
I’m still so alone.
I’m still searching for myself.
Or maybe I just want to be found.
Maybe I just want to be understood,
While everyone else is misunderstood.
I’m still looking for eternity
In this finite world.

You are a paradox.
Love is a paradox.
Even in its most selfish state, it’s selfless.
I only now realize that it is in the acceptance of who I am,
that I can truly be free.